Yup. I know that feeling. It's like the whole world is against your sucess.
Thank you! I'm so glad that you liked it! <3
Alright. From what I read, I interpreted him more as a brute and, essentially, a monster with very little human thought left in him. I apologize for the misread.
Have you ever used GIMP? It's more like Photoshop than SAI, but it's free, and it serves its purpose. That way, you'd still be able to do your comics!